The Future Is My Secret

Deuteronomy 29:29 - The secret things belong to the Lord our God, but the things that are revealed belong to us and to our children forever, that we may do all the words of this law.

Psalm 32:8 - I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you with my eye upon you. 

Dear God, Yes, I do wish I could know what to expect. How things were decided for my case with the presbytery and would proceed. If I will get the true closure or see the biblical restoration. How much money would I get. How things will work out for the immediate financial needs we have. Whether I will actually get the right medical treatment I actually need. It is hard to trust You. It is hard to trust anyone. Thanks to Tom. He proved that even the most trustworthy human is NOT to be trusted. EVER. He proved men are selfish pigs. All because instead of standing up against what he knew was wrong and doing the right thing, he joined in the wrongdoing. God, my autism brain needs tangibles. Tangibles that help me build the trust in You. Okay, God? Move things into biblical conflict resolution. That would be a good next step. In Jesus' Name, Amen!

I Want to Know You by Sonicflood (YouTube)

In the secret

In the quiet place

In the stillness

You are there

In the secret

In the quiet hour I wait only for You

'Cause I want to know You more

I want to know You

I want to hear Your voice

I want to know You more

I want to touch You

I want to see Your face

I want to know You more

I am reaching for the highest goal

That I might receive the prize

Pressing onward 

Pushing every hindrance aside

'Cause I want to know you more

More and more

I want to know You

I want to hear Your voice

I want to know You more

More and more, Lord

I want to touch You

I want to see Your face 

I want to know You more

I am reaching for the highest goal

That I might receive the prize

Pressing onward

Pushing every hindrance aside

Out of my way

'Causee I want to know you more

More and more

I want to know You

I want to hear Your voice

I want to know You more

More and more, Lord

I want to touch You 

I want to see Your face

I want to know You more

I want to know You

I want to hear Your voice

I want to know You more

I want to touch You

I want to see Your face

I want to know You more

I want to know You

I want to hear Your voice

I want to know You more

And more

I want to touch You

I want to see Your face

I want to know You more

I want to know You

I want to hear Your voice

I want to know You more

More and more, Lord

I want to touch You

I want to see Your face

I want to know You more

I want to know You

I want to know You

I want to know you more

I want to touch, touch You

I want to see Your face

I want to know You more

More, more, more

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